Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Journal entry 18

July 18th

My daughter growing up way too fast. It is almost time for this summer semester to be done with and then we will be taking a few weeks break. I have to find a good school/daycare for her to attend this fall. I have made some changes in our living situation so we are in a tight spot. I need to do so much home work tomorrow but also need to call around and get stuff figured out for her school. This will be her first time in a daycare facility. I have stayed at home with her since she was born. That is what I always wanted to do as a mother. Have the means to stay at home and watch my daughter grow up and have all the love she needs. I would never have made it if I hadn't had that choice. I have always worked full time until I had her. Now that I took a few years off from work and took care of her, now it is time for me to go to school and get the education I need to make a more comfortable life for her and I. I am nervous about putting her in a daycare. I don't know what I would do if I found out they hurt her or were mean to her. I would come unglued. She is my everything. I want to make sure she is in the cleanest, safest, and friendliest enviornment possible. I will probably have a very hard first week once I start her. I hope she will tell me if anything is ever wrong. I just worry so much. She loves other children though, so I think she will do great. She loves making new friends. She is a very outgoing and happy young lady. We will get through all this together. Here's to new beginnings.

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